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UPDATE!!!! [21 Sep 2005|09:39pm] [ mood | scattamoosh!!! ] [ music | SOAB: lost in hollywood ] just updating and came across something in myspace here ya go. Brian Strong, virtuous and honourable : Celtic You are a visionary with courage and enthusiasm if a little hasty at times. Your ambitious nature can be satisfied when you apply wisdom, patience and self-discipline to your vitality and zest. You have wonderful way with words and may be drawn to the communications arena where there is the potential for great success. Your generous and warm nature attracts many friends and loved ones. http://www.bostonuk.com/names/default.asp post comment

bored blah [06 Sep 2005|09:03pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | korpiklaani: journey man ] saturday was ok the new singer will kick more ass than eliot ever will as soon as he gets his vocal lessons and shit. blah other than that im fuckin bored i dont feeli like writing but this new band i just heard bout recently kick ass they are called korpiklaani its like mad irish heavy metal. crazy shit crazy shit but badass at the same time. post comment

blah bored [28 Aug 2005|08:53pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | amon amarth mix ] weekend was ok pulled off some rescue missions with mike bye kidnpping people and saving them from boredom of no power muahhhahahahah i was blessed with power and internet so yea... other than that im insanly bored and realized that still theres people walking distance from m place who still dont have power sux for them i wonder if they will even bother with school. speakin of school there better be fuckin a/c or i aint going to school. post comment

aftermath [27 Aug 2005|12:45am] [ mood | worried ] [ music | dream theater: i walk beside you ] well hurricane wasnt so bad except for the fact it kept me awake through out most of the night. i got my power back round 6 in da mornin so that was cool. later on i ventured on a mission to walk to mikes house got there and from there we kidnaped edwin and alberto and witnessed all the destruction which was pretty amusing. we found the only restaurant that was open the super buffet in front of my house that was cool. but w/e im not gonna sleep tonight i just cant i know its fucking stupid but im worried bout someone and i know shes ok i just have that pure feeling of just straight up being worried. rejection has never stopped me from caring thats for sure. oh yea my fortune today happen to say "you will recieve a special treat soon" w/e that supposed to mean but w/e. im bored and reading some dream theater lyrics i found this one suitable for my personal situation and as any close friend of mine would know this is how i truely think of someone or how i wish i could express myself to say things like these which i try slowly. time to grow up even more no? There's a story in your eyes I can see the hurt behind your smile For every sign I recognize Another one escapes me Let me know what plagues your mind Let me be the one to know you best Be the one to hold you up When you feel like you’re sinking Tell me once again What's beneath the pain you’re feeling Don't abandon me Or think you can’t be saved I walk beside you Wherever you are Whatever it takes No matter how far Through all that may come And all that may go I walk beside you I walk beside you Summon up your ghosts for me Rest your tired thoughts upon my hands Step inside this sacred place When all your dreams seem broken Resonate inside this temple Let me be the one who understands Be the one to carry you When you can walk no further Tell me once again What's below the surface bleeding If you've lost your way I will take you in I walk beside you Wherever you are Whatever it takes No matter how far Through all that may come And all that may go I walk beside you I walk beside you Oh when everything is wrong Oh when hopelessness surrounds you Oh the sun will rise again The tide you swim against will carry you back home So don't give up Don't give in I walk beside you Wherever you are Whatever it takes No matter how far Though all that may come And all that may go I walk beside you I walk beside you post comment

[22 Aug 2005|07:27pm] [ mood | thankful ] [ music | dredg: bug eyes (acoustic ver) ] k lets see how did my shitty as mother fuckin day go. k i didnt do almost any of my homework this weekend so yea my fault i suffer. i didnt study for my psychology test so i did bad on the essay. i didnt eat breakfast nor lunch. i had to walk from aisha's house to my house thats a bitch of a walk. but w/e in the end shit turned out well but im tired as hell. post comment

coincidence, i think not [16 Aug 2005|11:17pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | dredg: Bug Eyes ] yea strange moment mom starts bitchin at me saying i better get like straight A's and B's this year or else like she cuts off lunch money and weekend money all that shit. w/e then i start jammin out to dredg and never bothered looking up the lyrics for one of there most famous songs Bug eyes Bring back those good ol' days Nothing feels right, nothing ever goes my way I threw my future away Now I walk alone out here in the cold... Wandering astray Where's my future? Gonna need a home You'd expect the same, now wouldn't you, wouldn't you? Your journey back to birth its haunting you its haunting you Your departure from the earth, its haunting you, its haunting you Only those who accept will find acceptance in return When you've been trimmed by like edges Thrown just aside, and wilt, and spit at each other from a distance With constant resistant from you I'm gonna need a home You'd expect the same now wouldn't you, wouldn't you? Your journey back to this is haunting you, haunting you You departure from the end is haunting you, haunting you It's been ten years strong, thats much too long It's time to do something good for my health Time to do somethin' good for myself It's been ten years strong, thats much too long It's time to do something good for my health Time to do somethin' good for myself I've wasted all this time, I've wasted all this time Your journey back to this is haunting you, haunting you You departure from the end is haunting you, haunting you Your journey back to this is haunting you, haunting you You departure from the end is haunting you, haunting you 10 years strong im a junior now creepy no? IM STILL IN FUCKIN PAIN just not as many headaches now but my left cheek it sore for some reason post comment

pain sux [15 Aug 2005|10:01pm] [ mood | irritated ] [ music | dream theater: panic attack ] AHHHHHHHHHHHH ive been in fucking pain all day but like annoying pain. ive taken aspirins pain relievers all of it nothing is soothing my headaches and worst of all my wisdom tooth is bothering the living shit out of me its mother fucking decending i think if not idk lol AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaa annnoying pain. post comment

[11 Aug 2005|09:11pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | o-zone:dragostea din tei ] well so far school is.... FUCKING KICKING ASS HELL YEA BITCHES IVE BEEN ALREADY CLAIMED GENIUS IN AP PSYCHOLOGY BEAT THAT BITCHES. not only that but theres gorgeous girl in there quick as fuck smart as hell im just spell bound by this one so yea im having in there lol. lets see all of my teachers are straight up trips all are pretty slack fucking AWESOME!!!!! and both of my lunch waves are fucking AWESOME i have everyone except for gaby edwin and alberto so its not as great as it should be. oh yea fuckers this saturday theres a party yes dare i say theres a warehouse party thrown by the band jacuzi fuzz for those of you who never have heard of them they are a regea rock band fucking awesome oh and cant forget its a kegger so call me up for more info lol. this has been by far the best 2 weeks ive ever had in my life and ive been sick thorugh most of it and im still sick and im out of meds im surviving off of motrin. 2 comments|post comment

GIGANTOUR [05 Aug 2005|10:28pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] I GOT FUCKIN 4TH ROW TICKETS TO GIGANTOUR WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!!!! ENVY ME 2 comments|post comment

ideas [04 Aug 2005|12:58am] oh yea guys remember spooky shadows comes up in october and i came up with some fucking awesome ideas but first i wanna know everyone elses so come on i know plenty of ur drama asses are gonna go and do it as i am again this year!!!! 5 comments|post comment

[04 Aug 2005|12:24am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | oasis: dont look back at anger ] well the past few days have been pretty chill i ate the pretty expensive charter house today with my family and i got free tix to gigantour so fuck yea woot woot other than that its been relaxing. some experiences that has happend has now pretty much determind how my future will turn out from here so its pretyy cool. some people also managed to get on my blacklist and nope lets see hmmmm yea nope dont regret putting them on it and no one is against me for it so which is even better lmao. cant wait for school to being so fuck yea man 5 more days. oh yea bout the wall i fixed it my aunt gave meprops for even knowing how to fix it but my mom still saw it but i didnt get in trouble and i got to keep the 50 bucks they gave me over the weekend lmao. post comment

........ [31 Jul 2005|03:27am] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | iron maiden:run to the hills ] well today was fun mostly had a small party at my place got pretty tipsy and shit but in the end it sucked cause i have to clean up for my brothers bday right kinda strange. but heres the worst part not only did i clean up but the last person t walk out of my house dropped my moms favorite lamp and that shit got twisted in half light bulb popped everything now i was already pissed at the constant mess that i kept on cleaning up so this really threw me inot a rage i got so fuckin pissed i yelled and bitch so loud that even chris was like shit calm down and ofcourse like the dumbass that i am i punched the wall and made a hole in it now i have to go home depot by compound and paint so my mom wont notice a thing. y do the fucked up shit have to happen this weekend. heh just need some love i guess really o well ive waited before i can still wait. but i did get massive complements on my jello shots though still have some left over so i got a bonus and found 2 bucks on the floor! post comment

[26 Jul 2005|08:04am] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | the apex theory:right foot ] blah bored for the next 12 days ima just relax and shit i need to prepare for school any ways. post comment

[23 Jul 2005|04:19pm] woot room 114 is that stagecraft??? 2 comments|post comment

[20 Jul 2005|01:04am] [ mood | bored ] boring week so far. met someone briefly at radios show on monday she took my cell phone and i didnt realize she put her number in it so im like w/e alls i know shes gonna be a freshman or 8th grader so it kinda creeps me out in a way i never was one of the pedophile type guys so w/e. k got nutin to do thursday for now friday its shannons bday so ima pay him a visit and get messed up with miller and jenny satuday not sure either what to do and sunday same thing well atleast i got harry potter to read lol. SOMEONE FUCKING SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! post comment

blahdis [16 Jul 2005|04:50am] [ mood | thoughtful ] havent updated in a while. lets see ive done nothing but eat shit really its been a dead week. today went to barnes and noble with zakk chris and danny danny got his harry potter so fuck yea ima hit that as soon as hes done. other than that cat i got u a late bday gift i didnt think ud had gone to any book store today so i they gave out free posters free wrist bands and free glasses so i got a hold of a few just for u. but yea other than that im fucking tired just got home from a friends house so yea really tired. my lake at 4 in the morning is really serene i wanna bring someone with me there someday but o well. 3 weeks till school starts.............. 4 comments|post comment

blah [13 Jul 2005|06:57am] [ mood | tired ] well i pulled off another all nighter and my aunt is going back to panama............. chilled with zakk yesturday then chilled with edwin and miller. seems like the show that was supposed to happen on the 22nd was pushed back to the 13th and it will be in the redlands instead then there will be an after party at club quench it will be a rave all guys are recommended to bring 2 girls with them over 18 which i can pull off but not sure i wanna hang out with a bunch of people rolling it would be like being in a room with people who wont remember u or care bout u in any way so i wont get any personaly gain from it. hey cat we need to chill and yea u have to introduce me to ur friend sabrina that u keep talkin bout :) 4 comments|post comment

[10 Jul 2005|03:33am] [ mood | energetic ] today was interseting but i dont care to explain. but i did start working out yesturday and will continue every day 2 times a day for 30min woot. look what a found UNDERPANTS GNOMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 comment|post comment

^_^ heheheh i found the lyrics [08 Jul 2005|09:57pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | o-zone:dragostea din tei ] omg i found the damn lyrics to the numa numa dance which its real name is dragostea din tei Ma ia hii Ma ia huu Ma ia hoo Ma ia haha (x4) Alo, salut, sunt eu, un haiduc si te rog, iubirea mea, primeste fericirea. Alo, alo, sunt eu, Picasso ti-am dat beep si sunt voinic Dar sa stii, nu-ti cer nimic. Vrei sa pleci dar nu-mã, nu-mã iei Nu-mã, nu-ma iei, nu-mã, nu-mã, nu-mã iei Chipul tãu si dragostea din tei Mi-amintesc de ochii tãi. Vrei sã pleci dar nu-mã, nu-mã iei Nu-mã, nu-mã iei, nu-mã, nu-mã, nu-mã iei Chipul tãu si dragostea din tei Mi-amintesc de ochii tãi. Te sun, sã-ti spun, ce simt, acum Alo, iubirea mea sunt eu, fericirea. Alo, alo, sunt iarasi eu, Picasso ti-am dat beep si sunt voinic Dar sã stii, nu-ti cer nimic. Vrei sã pleci dar nu-mã, nu-ma iei Nu-mã, nu-mã iei, nu-mã, nu-mã, nu-mã iei Chipul tãu si dragostea din tei Mi-amintesc de ochii tãi. Vrei sã pleci dar nu-mã, nu-ma iei Nu-mã, nu-mã iei, nu-mã, nu-mã, nu-mã iei Chipul tãu si dragostea din tei Mi-amintesc de ochii tãi. Mai ah hee Mai ah hoo Mai ah ha Mai ah haha (x4) Vrei sã pleci dar nu-mã, nu-ma iei Nu-mã, nu-mã iei, nu-mã, nu-mã, nu-mã iei Chipul tãu si dragostea din tei Mi-amintesc de ochii tãi. Vrei sã pleci dar nu-mã, nu-ma iei Nu-mã, nu-mã iei, nu-mã, nu-mã, nu-mã iei Chipul tãu si dragostea din tei Mi-amintesc de ochii tãi. post comment

......... [07 Jul 2005|12:35am] [ mood | FUCK OFF ] blha blah blah nothing new u sad sack shit so go die and fuck urselves over spoiled mother fuckers. dude tattoo is hot lol just had to let that out too. 8 comments|post comment

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